The year was 1976.
The place was the Benton Rodeo Arena in Benton (Bossier Parrish) Louisiana.
I cannot tell you whether it was hot or cold, as I sat there in that arena.
I don't recall what I wore.
I don't recall whether I ate or drank anything. I don't recall conversation with anyone or if I did, what we talked about.
What I do recall. Clearly. Distinctly, is what happened in my heart during the grand entrance.
There were lots of cowboys and horses and a wagon or two, as I recall. I do remember a friend riding in standing astride two horses. That sight struck a bit of fear in my heart.
But what made my heart feel like it was going to burst: the sight of my cowboy.
Understand this was my first real boyfriend. I'd tried to make a real boyfriend out of some guys in the past but my heart would not cooperate. This one was the real deal and this was the night I found that out.
We did not yet have a history then. Everything was fresh and new.
I'd not felt love like that before.
Fast forward to last week.
I have been studying the book of Revelation.
I did so with some fear.
strange beasts and bloody battles. Judgments and woes.
It's seen a long and interesting study. I've learned much.
I am not sure what I might recall of this study, specifically, years from now. Save one thing.
I know I will recall the moment I read in this last book of the Bible about my Savior. Seated on a white horse, Faithful and True,
My heart swelled with love again.
I had read the words before. But something happened in my heart this time.
There was some build up: challenges, history. His love. His faithfulness. Our history.
My happily ever after.
Amen.,
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